I wish that I can be like the fluffy white clouds, floating aimlessly in the sky without obstacles.
I wish that somebody could just take away the heaviness I felt in my heart.
I wish that there won't be changes.

However, sometimes, you can only wish.

So today we witnessed the giving of Olevel results to the graduating people. I dare not imagine myself sitting there in front in the next 365days, and thinking about the outcome.  Anyway, cuzzie feels so bad about her results & I really want her to be happyyyyy {: I mean, it's not the first time seeing her cry over her results, but I can really sense the disapointment through her watering eyes. Juz cheer up k it's alrd done!

Well, for myself, I hope that I will be getting into the school i want... but I still gotta worry bout my Amath rexam DAMN :( :(

Say bye to 2009 and say hi to 2010.
I don't look forward to 2010 :( :( The thought of having o's almost killed me :( Y'know when I first stepped into PH, I didn't really care much back then cos there's like 4 more years to go. But now, we only left with 10 months. T.E.N MONTHS.

Well, other that the O-blues, I get to enjoy my sweet sixteen which is just 3 more months away (hint hint), urm... NC16 movies?? Other than that, I doubt I have anything to look forward to. LOLS. Ahhhh the end of Olevels yes yes I almost missed that out . :)

I'm so going to start my 2010 movie with 'Dear John'. HIGHLY ANTICIPATING for it to come out during my birthday-period! I'm going to watch it alone I don't care. I absolutely loathe people who sits beside me during a movie and munch on their chips real loudly or busy texting other people on the phone. That's just rude.... and I don't exactly mean anyone btw.

I am also planning to start a diary........... but the frequency of writing it is another thing. I am actually not a diary person, I'm more of like the daily paper calendar kinda person Just tear one one day at a time, and chuck it to the bin. I'm not really those who would reminiscing over the past... well..... yesh.... other than some kind of stuff. Anyway this post is rather brief hhahahhaha don't care bb.

Feliz Navidad!

It's been one hell of two weeks since I last blogged. There's still no pictures HAHAHA cos I'm really really really really lazy to upload. Homework still left undone (>:) and it is not entirely my fault cos I did try doing, but I don't know how to do. It sucks when no one's available to tutor me and help me to complete my homework :O I know that sounds like an excuse, but really it's not.

Well, there's the impromptu Kbox session with the cousins for around 2 hours before the system crashed and it ended up FOC woohoo. Did what the usual bimbos did in the toilet: CAMWHORE. that's so 2006. But nevermind. In the end, we ended up playing in the arcade, and taking total unglam and fail jumping shots.

After that, there's this Christmas celebration over at my uncle's house, and there are multiple (repeated) countdowns which made me feel high and well, urm... christmassy? It's nice to be able to bond with the cousins... everyone's always busy with their stuff, so a get together is considered pretty rare among all the cousins. Plus, the annual chalet thing is cancelled since 2007. :(

Well, and then there's this party at Tammy's house. Not much of a party, more like a gathering. Everyone's bitching about other people, and there's gift exchange among the six of us, and it seems like everyone is happy with their presents. I got a box of ferrero rocher from PS and damn, I only get to see cos I still can't eat that with my throat still sore :( Anyway we sang happy birthday to Jesus and nothing much actually happened there luh, but it's still fun doing nothing LOL.

xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxooxoxxoxox

I'm offffffficially fffffflying on the nineteenth!

Omg hell yes, time indeed flies. It was around a month or two ago when my parents told us we're going Thailand and now it is left with only five days. Really can't wait. Spicy tom yam, friendship bracelets, cuzzywuzzies get-together here I come! Finally, no more flatten sore butts and diddyness from the long car ride to Msia. Heheheheheheheheeeee I'm anticipating.

However, on a sad note, this getaway clashes with my CIP work for childaid concert. Really wishing I can just cut myself to two and to be able to go to two different places at the same time. Heard from today's briefing that it's going to be bigger than ever, with major VIPS like the president, and well as all the important people. I know it's going to be fun :( and i'll not be there to enjoy it. :(

(emo)

Anyway, I read the first few pages of To Kill A Mockingbird and it seemed interesting. Now I feel a little shallow for criticizing the book before I read. Well, do not ever judge a book by it's cover (pun not intended)

These few days have been mostly studying, neopets-ying, and twittering. I've got some very fail studying dates with PS and Shitting (HAHA), but I managed to complete 3/4 of my science tys, 1/2 of amath tys, 1 english compo mindmap, and 1 chinese jianbao. I've borrowed To Kill A Mockingbird, but I just can't bring myself to read it. Anyway, now then I realise Harper Lee is a female! woah! You know, judging from the name I always thought she's a guy, but wow... anyway, since she's a female, she should have much more girly and loud book cover design rather than...



this.


Sigh. Well, I'll read it next week then.

why do people have 2-3 blogs except for different hosting sites? totally pointless, if you ask. Not pin-pointing at anyone.

Anyway I finished three Lisa Kleypas books in a week. Oh my. It's just so good I had sweet dreams at night. I want my blue-eyed devil!



BIG BIRD!

: I wish I can understand people :(

I know i know..... you're drooling and fanning yourself at the same time!

Or maybe... it's just me.

I felt so listless in the morning because I was at home alone today. Okay, not just today, practically everyday. Hence, I called my super GF out and luckily, she was free too! Hesitated whether to catch my gf is an agent because first: it's in korean, second: rather catch jen's body but the thought of having to mrt-ed to somerset killed the idea.

So, we actually caught My GF is an Agent in the end and it was just so awesome! (Sorry sister, don't be jealous!) When Ji-hwan came out, I was actually whoo-whoooing in the theatre! Peishan, on the other hand, looked as though she would rather die than sitting beside me :( :(

Laughing all the way throughout the movie. The most classic moment was when they realise the other party is actually an agent. I think i almost R.O.F.L!!!! Both of their expressions were like O: O:

After that, we played paint! not just ordinary paint, but those can be squirt out from a bottle and use to decorate on a piece of metal plate. ahhhhh... yesss... my childhood favourite. The first time I tried that was when my dad and mom wanted some private shopping time together and thus, they bought me to this little shop with stools and tables of different colours and forced me to choose a design for the painting. I got one with a big rabbit holding on to a cake... LOL. And while i was trying to fill the rabbit with colours, there was this lady who walked right up to me and said, 'nice!' i then looked right up into her eyes with a big fat grin plastered on my face. (hey.. i was only 6 back then.) Now, that 'masterpiece' is still stuck in the kitchen's wall. (=.=)







I know i need a haircut!!!!! >:

Edit:/ I'm still dreaming about blue-eyed devil. awww man.